Seasons change You're on my radar You're miles away And still on my radar Silence Confusion A future Unstable Colors change And you're on my radar A little girl knows when to run and hide Run and hide A little girl knows how to be small How to be small A little girl knows when to close her eyes Close her eyes A tabletop dressed in comfort Set with dinner A family stuck Between what's being said And what's not being said A little girl knows when to run and hide Run and hide A little girl knows how to be small How to be small A little girl knows when to close her eyes Close her eyes A little girl knows when to close her eyes Close her eyes No lover can understand I can barely say it out loud It hibernates underneath my ribs Stays there Gets cozy with my heart Quiet Ashamed It's been so long 20 Years 20 Years 20 Years