Half my life is over How do I stay sober I just want some closure Please don't get no closer Don't lean on my shoulder All the nights consoled her I can't be her soldier Drunk talks I'm hungover Nooo I can't be her soldier Grow Gone do what I told ya It's wrong I've been drunk since I can't recall Half my life is over Baby I can't sober Lookin' back now I've been all in the crowds Overcasted by your shadow I'm needing you now All that I know is I've changed I thought that you could see it I guess your out of my range Half my life is over How do I stay sober I just want some closure Please don't get no closer Don't lean on my shoulder All the nights consoled her I can't be her soldier Drunk talks I'm hungover How the fuck I'm 'sposed to be her rock & I can't even stop Poppin' new cans when my tongue already fat & I can't even talk Head Swimmy, readin' messages like "when you comin' home?" Overstressed & prolly overdosed I can't keep this up long I call myself checkin' my contacts Happened to click on my calendar Wonder what happened to All of the time that I thought that I had When I was still young & imaginative Feel like half my life done already been lived I'm turnin' 30 in a year Pops died in his 60's, Granny in her 70's Look, if you do the math you can see how I feel Now hand me a beer Half my life is over How do I stay sober I just want some closure Please don't get no closer Don't lean on my shoulder All the nights consoled her I can't be her soldier Drunk talks I'm hungover