I'm fucked up, in the back of the bug
Got my thoughts right now, runnin' back to the plug
I'm fucked up, never askin' for love
Wanna drown myself, then see from above
I'm tryna give myself what I need
But I can't see through this mental greed
It feel like they want me to fail
Too faded now, so I can't really tell (I can't tell)
Back and forth, I know the source
I threw the torch, like I ain't gon' feel remorse
Cloudy course, I hit the brakes
With all the force, swervin' right, I ain't see the horse
Only thing left that I see, divorce
If I take this hit, it'll reinforce
Only fake pеople can I re-endorsе
'Cause I hate myself, and they all support
O-o-on the way to right, but I made a wrong
This shit turned up, I ain't seein' dawn
Jump in the whip, turn the AC on
Got my foot down, now I'm a speeding pawn
Hit 45, and my grip is strong
With a blonde haired bitch and we yellin' songs (yellin' songs)
My life feel too fuckin' long
But I guess this shit where I belong
Wait, oh
My life too crazy
I don't even even know where I been lately
Better hit me with that UAV
We smoked in the car, so a lil' hazy
I can't see, but I got some faith
Venom in me, and it's got some weight
Slowin' my pace at a faster rate
This life 'bout to end, and I'm sayin', "Oh, wait"
I-I-I knew this shit would make me feel invincible
But I just pulled up, and feel like a criminal
I'm fading back, and I'm losing my visual
I hit a whip, and I'm thinking it's flexible
Oh, my bad
Maybe I should go back to the pad
Maybe I smoked too much with the pass
Maybe I'm stuck in a state where I crash (where I crash)
Yuh
4 a.m. and I'm feelin' wasted
Had a few back then, but I still can taste it
Accusations whether if I did it
And I know this feeling, 'cause I fucking hate it
Two blocks out, I'm alleviated
Blacked out once, but that shit been dated
Hoping this time it's a different statement
But I just pulled up, see a blurry pavement
Turn up my head, now I'm seein' blue
And there lil' bro been fixated too
One step out dippin', leanin' through
While my body aching like I caught the flu
One two cop over on the right
In this intersection where it's fight or flight
My decision wasn't made tonight
Well, I'm moving up without a thing in sight
Yeah, lil' bitch, I'm fuming (fuming)
Rage impulsive movement (movement)
Wonder if my mind not human (human)
And everybody think I'm choosin' (choosin')
And know it ain't me, but a demon (demon)
Every emotion feed him (feed him)
Livin' off me for the season (season)
But it's just me who sees him, shit
Losing my speech and I'm losing my touch
I took a breath, now I'm losing the rush
Mind caving in, but it ain't gettin' crushed
Wonder if I'ma remember this much
Losing my mind and I know where it went
Back in the cell where I go to repent
I'm indecisive, I live on a fence
Stuck in a place where there's nowhere to vent
(Nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent)