I can control myself I can control myself all I want But I have no hold on how Others might hurt the ones that I love The traffic is loud The traffic is numbing all my senses The reckless are proud Making me sweat through all my defenses I just wanna talk Both your ears off I just wanna stop Second guessing myself Second guessing myself I have a handle on my tongue It's just an extension of my thoughts But I have no handle on The rampant rambling that I've got My mind is so loud Anxiety echos off the walls What if I lost All that keeps me from falling I just wanna talk Both your ears off I just wanna stop Second guessing myself I'm second guessing myself I think I strained a heart string Imagining what might be How does anyone keep going When they've seen more horrific things than me Am I entitled or just weak To complain about what has happened to me This self-centered poetry Is really starting to get to me I just wanna talk Both your ears off I just wanna stop Second guessing myself I'm second guessing myself I'm second guessing myself