So do I throw it all away or just accept that I'm shattered
All for a heavy price to pay to realize it never mattered
What choice do I make except every single step I take
No vow did I mean to break
Why indecision is so hard to fake
You're fading out
You're fading out
Rising vapor clouds out of reach
I tried so hard to be someone my father would love finally
Oh, but captivity makes a caged bird look out longingly
Where were you when I was falling
Where were you when I was calling out for help
You never showed
Where were you when I was bleeding
When my proof of hope was fleeing out the door
And left me all alone