I've been thinking to excess 'Cause everything has turned to shit Wallow in the feeling then I'll throw up on your couch again And you're never gonna get it back There's something clever that I lack I'm saving your face again Let's get together and pretend Lets pretend, lets pretend That I got my shit together I don't mind, I don't mind She said better late than never I've been drowning in your ocean I've been holding out for air I have got no better reason To be this under-prepared And you're never gonna get it back It's quiet like a heart attack You're losing your faith again I'm losing grip on whats pretend Lets pretend, lets pretend That I got my shit together I don't mind, I don't mind She said better late than never Lets pretend, lets pretend That I'm trying to get better I don't mind, I don't mind Does it ever really matter