I'm a fuck up I'm a loser I'm my own personal mental abuser My head fucking hurts, hope it's a tumor If it is, then I just might die sooner You say "Boy don't talk like that" I say "Or a heart attack" You say "What the fuck you tryna do?" I say "I'm not doing anything, got nothing left to prove" I don't know why I'm still here And I don't know why you still care I don't know why I'm still here Or why you care Why do you care? I don't know why I'm still here And I don't know why you still care I don't know why I'm still here Or why you care Why do you care? I don't wanna be here but I'm too afraid to die Can't say I haven't thought about giving it a try I tell people I'm happy but that's a fucking lie I guess I'm just afraid to tell the ones I love goodbye I look at the stars in the sky And I just want them to shine some light on me I see clouds suspended in the sky And I just want them to float away with me I look at the stars in the sky And I just want them to shine some light on me I see clouds suspended in the sky And I just want them to float away with me