I spent the night In your front porch Expecting you to notice me 'Cause I can never be happy with what I've got I'm glad you fixed the leaks on the rooftop I guess the stairs are much more quiet now And I'm sure you sleep better alone I still touch twice in our spot by the train rails This city's name has changed a few times For each day I've missed you Was this meant to end from the start? Did I chose the wrong shirt that night? Will I ever learn to sleep alone? And at last Was it worth the pain for all the Things that I'll never let go I just hope that you don't have to leave for too long What parts of this were real? I hoped for an apocalypse, the earth breaking down Tearing apart To help the trees grow back up When they feel they can Once you've hit bottom rock You have to trust your chest will hold the weight It's a decision to make You just take a stance Bet on yourself for once They haunt me at night The mug that you gave me unpainted The pictures we took with the sky Just tell me that you won't leave for too long Because I don't wanna go I don't think this is the end Breaking down the walls This time I won't forget After all I'd rather burn down That never getting too close to the sun Remember to leave the blinds open So you can see the light