I still see you every time that I close my eyes In the sundress that you didn't want to buy 'Cause you don't know how to take care of yourself And I'm lost here with no way out Of these endless thoughts that are tied around my throat And I can't seem to let go Flowers grew from all the Walls we used to call home I got stuck looking for the light stored inside Flowers grew from all the Walls we used to call home I never thought we'd make it this far We talked about this in my car It felt so hollow You said "why do you never look that sad" I wished I could cry like you And be able to love you Without blaming you for leaving me I am a car crash about to blow But I know Loss is a collaborative work Between the ones who leave and the ones who stay Was it me who made you go away? I can't stand the thought of you not missing me Flowers grew from all the Walls we used to call home I got stuck looking for the light stored inside Flowers grew from all the Walls we used to call home I never thought we'd make it this far Was it worth it all? This stands as a monument for all we've been The lighthouse that I've always wanted to be Our fears bloomed on you dress And outshone the skyline Can you believe these birds fly Thanks to our hands? I always thought they'd never go But I guess we'll never know