Strangers getting high in the middle of a crowded room
All this smoke in my eyes, can't breathe when I try to move
Distracting myself, somebody come and help
It's all just a game and I really don't wanna lose
Never really had the words to say
Didn't keep it down and look away
So I been looking back since I was eight
Maybe that's why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way
Pitch dark on an empty road, yeah
Driving through the night just to talk
'Cause she won't pick up the phone
(Pick up the phone, yeah, yeah)
Distracting myself, I'm freaking out
And I'm so scared of being alone (of being alone)
Never really had the words to say
Held you close til' you threw me away
So I been looking back like every day
Maybe that's why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way
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I keep it all Inside
Masking my pain with smiles
I wear this shit with pride
That's why I am this way
I'm quick to cut you off
Disappear into the walls
And just get fuckin' lost
That's why I am this way
(This way, this way, this way)
Maybe that's why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way
I have strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah, when I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate, can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day wondering why I am this way