If you wanna know why I've been losing sleep
Look in the mirror the same way you look at me
Every time I spill my guts, and you don't believe
Am I dramatic or dying? I guess we'll see
This is not a phase
I can't remember the last time I felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day, and you'll see
No
This is not a phase
If you wanna know why I always hide what hurts
Listen to what you say when I'm at my worst
Every word is proof you're the one that's cursed (hmm)
Will they kill me before you can ever learn?
This is not a phase
I can't remember the last time I felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day, and you'll see
No
It's not a trend, it's not a trick
I'm not dramatic, I'm just sick
I'm so afraid it's come to this
A chance to save my life you'll miss (a chance to save my life you'll miss)
This is not a phase (this is not a phase)
No
This is not a phase (this is not a phase)
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day, and you'll see
No
This is not a phase
I can't remember the last time I felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day, and you'll see
No
This is not a phase