I've been to hell and I'm not back yet. There's things I've felt I can't forget I feel them grip around my neck (It's getting tighter, oh it's getting tighter, tighter) It's getting tighter, oh it's getting tight around me. And breathing's harder. Breathing's getting harder When the lights go out, the lights go out on me. (Just so you know, oh just so you know) That the hole I'm digging now is too deep It's too deep And I'm never climbing out. I'm too weak Too weak And I'll be buried I'll be buried underneath I'll be buried, I'll be buried underneath the weight of my grief I have those tears that burn my skin. I'm giving up on getting fixed I'm suffocating from within (It's getting harder, oh it's getting harder harder) It's getting harder, oh it's getting harder to see. I'm fading farther, oh I'm fading farther When the lights go out The lights go out on me (Just so you know, oh just so you know) I've torn my heart right off my sleeve (I will not let you find me) I will be buried underneath (I will not let you find me) I will not let you find me