It kills me when I walk away But sometimes I just can't stay I know what will you say When things don't go your way So the show goes on and on Everytime I got to leave Getting harder, can't you see? I do it for my sanity I do it for the family Everytime I got to leave I just need you to believe I do it for my dignity I do it for the family ♪ I know exactly what you want But some things are too far gone Drifting farther as we go Like the unborn child that we'll never know So the show goes on and on And on and on It must go on Everytime I got to leave Getting harder, can't you see? I do it for my sanity I do it for the family Everytime I got to leave I just need you to believe I do it for my dignity I do it for the family ♪ Sometimes I wish that I was dead Can't heal from everything you said Just like a bullet through my head Just like a bullet through my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead Can't heal from everything you said Just like a bullet through my head Just like a bullet through my head ♪ Everytime I got to leave Getting harder, can't you see? I do it for my sanity I do it for the family Everytime I got to leave I just need you to believe I do it for my dignity I do it for the family Sometimes I wish that I was dead Can't heal from everything you said Just like a bullet through my head Just like a bullet through my head