Play the piano to say what I wanted Because it's unfiltered and it's really me Nothing will matter when I'm with the fauna that feeds on the flora from deep underneath All of my tears have been soaked in this floor for too many years And I don't wanna be who I was in the past This is my life and I'm taking it back I don't care for the trash That I put myself through Just to make songs that were not really helpful towards my health That's a sight of my mental I know that some of you think that I'm mental You cannot fathom the shit that I went through Just to make songs about what I just went through It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless To feel like the music I make might be worth it It's a fucking trip, making this shit makes me fucking sick I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed I see the light in the dark abyss I don't see shit I'm really fucking blind I don't think this was really worth the time I really put in so much fucking time And just fuck it all up And lose my fucking mind