I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
Why can't I get out of my bed?
Thoughts I can't get out of my head
Got blacked out maxed out my credit card
Why can't I get out of my debt?
Chasing the feel-good feel real good
But then I feel worse, feel better off dead
Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope
I just ran out of my meds
My whole life is a mess that I can't clean up
A bully that I can't beat up
Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up
Got a lotta up keep that I can't keep up
One step forward, two step backward
Everyday's a new disaster
Wonder if I turn the page
Will I get through this chapter?
I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
I've been down this road before
But I don't think I've ever been down this low
I've been sad but I don't know why
Think I lost my mind, but I found it though
I just want someone to text me back
Exept when the bank say "balance low"
I just want someone to let me vent
And not judge a motherfucker like a talent show
Maybe I'm overdramatic and all my emotion erratic
I'm prolly just overreacting
But maybe I'm not, maybe the story I tell is supposed to be tragic
If I try to bottle my thoughts
I end up busting the glass or popping a hole in the plastic
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Like I got it sewn in the fabric
I got some bad vibrations (Bad vibrations)
I'm tryna stay clean on the low
I know that's high maintenance (That's high maintenance)
I got a lotta reason to go and I
Might not make it (I might not make it)
I got a lotta days like these and it test my patience
And I can't take it, I can't take it
I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
Tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright)
This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright)