Ummm, I remember when I got off the stage I remember getting a gut feeling and just knowing it was over And, um, I saw him looking down Or, that I needed to go look about something in his phone, or I was having dreams a lot And, I like saw, like a, and I was like I just remember waking up one day I was like "Hi", like Highs never last long enough Highs never last long enough Highs never last long enough Best highs never last long enough Used to want a dad in my life, now he wants a son Used to want a dad in my life, now he— But best highs never last long enough Best highs never last long I do what I want, I'm in charge of myself, girl Liquor make it hurt less when I'm starving myself, girl Rich, but we ain't eatin' and it's hard for my girl Empty stomach I can't even keep it hard for my girl (I remember when—) Best highs never last long enough Smiles in the kitchen but bathroom I'm throwin' up I know I'm my mom's son, just my mom's son I know I'm my mom's son, just my mom's son Put my pride aside, I asked Jeanine to be my girlfriend Two weeks in, I'm the reason that my girl's sick She might want payback, cheatin' that's a whirlwind Every time I tour and hit the world, the world win I had dreams of being like Drizzy in the studio I get high from hunger, so I'm all dizzy in the studio I work so fucking hard, a hundred songs, I scrap 'em all Shit, I've been off I got my fans wondering like "Is he in the studio?" Fear is the problem, fans want the album Label want hits, I feel like I don't got 'em Only thing in common between everybody watching Said they loved the real him But they don't know a thing about him Highs never last long enough Highs never last long enough Best highs never last long enough Best highs never last long enough Used to want a dad in my life, now he wants a son Used to want a dad in my life, now he— But best highs never last long enough Best highs never last long