Turn my mind to a time where I was kinder Willing to share my life Dragged around the muddy ground that I would worship Crushed by your frown So hold me close I'll let you go It's not what I want That feeling's gone Hate the look of someone's unmet expectations Don't have too many for myself Keep us low so we don't have far to go when we fall I choose to fall alone Now I find I'd rather sit around and waste my own time Than feel that kind of sad All I've got is time to bring me back to feeling fully Find someone who'll be around So hold me close I'll let you go It's not what I want That feeling's gone So hold me close I'll let you down slow It's not what I want That feeling's gone So hold me close I'll let you down slow It's not who I am It's just where I'm at