The act of taking theire own life is Not something done without lots of thoughts. Can't decide, is it wrong or right, everything Is mixed up inside their mind. Paralyzed body react only by shocks, They see no more reasons to fight back for life. Fear becomes them, lost their selfrespect, Only see one way out, don't accept another. Rise, head straight up, no selfish attitude allowed. Shadows rising above your schoulders, It's a heavy weight to carry. Only positive action will prevail, Instead of negative force. Neglect the field of deathwish, No saving angel will come! Have to do it on your own, count the hours one by one. The dark-angel will come, Drifting sands where you stand. One will swallow the pride of what you once was. Embrace what you have now, Instead to throw it all away, Into the black unknown, atmospheric dark boundaries. When your life flashes before you, Be sure it's worth to watch! Drowning by shattered tears, waiting to exhale. Strenght sucking out of the body, Living your last breath. Frozen dreams 'come un-frozen, blinded by emotions. Watching eyes staring among us, Just feeling but no sight. The cry so intense, sorrow so deep inside, Ripped away from the circle of life. Trapped by death, sudden gone. Without warning, not for a moment but eternal. No more pain and grief for you, The pain and sorrow for the leftbehinds. Memories burried deep inside. It will still remain, the hard way of living, The price we pay in this fucked up world. Why so many human lives, it's the toll of the So called blessed god, Who is god, Who is human? Who is next?