I found it easier to sleep alone With the riot going on in my head I heard your pain is worse than mine But I can't even see where it ends It feels like hours in this empty hallway Waiting to be told that I'm ok When I don't even wanna know It doesn't hurt enough I'm sick of the drugs I'm taking It's only been a week or so It's not the bruises that drive me crazy It's the way I'll never know It's playing over and over again Every moment is stuck in my head Am I supposed to feel like there was mercy on me Cause I remember thinking This must be a dream Or some kind of movie What do you make of happy endings I appreciate you telling me The only thing that matters is that we're ok But I can't ignore the sirens or the blood on my jeans And every time I think about the past it's killing me