I miss the cold, I miss my winter clothes Watching creepy documentaries on my own My single bed never felt this good without you It took a while, still getting over you Took our pictures out the frames in my bedroom I'll be fine on my own I'll be fine, getting used to sleeping alone What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water You dragged my name down to the floor, You left my clothes packed at your door What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water Don't wanna do this anymore, what am I holding on for I wasn't ready, I wasn't ready for this I miss your family and all the shit that we did Wasting Sunday's away in your bedroom, The smell of sex mixed in with your perfume You should've told me, we could've worked on this I'm getting by now, it's just the little things The way we met halfway before we said goodnight I'd press my lips to your forehead before you turned off the lights What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water You dragged my name down to the floor, You left my clothes packed at your door What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water Don't wanna do this anymore, what am I holding on for What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water You dragged my name down to the floor, You left my clothes packed at your door What the hell am I holding onto, We couldn't keep our heads above the water Don't wanna do this anymore, what am I holding on for