There in the shade of the old oak tree I felt my legs give under me I waited it out patient and proud for you But by the time i reached your house The doors were all locked and the lights were out It had been years since you had lived here I felt my legs give underneath me There in the shade of the old oak tree I felt the knots in my skin like bark And lay on the ground until it grew dark With my head full of blame And my heart sick ashamed for you If I picture you now you are ivy bound And you watch the T.V with the sound turned down Though I love you still So much it makes me ill I felt my legs give underneath me There in the shade of the old oak tree I wailed I shouted out and I cried Punched back at the leaden sky