I waited for this all my life I wished and wished I cried and cried For a couple words uttered For a minute I stuttered Then I turned around and walked away Cause I don't know if I want to let you in again You hurt me bad and I had to a lot of healing Listen I'd be lying if I said I didn't still care for you But I don't know if I can let you in again No I don't know if I can let you in again Maybe we're too damn similar Got a bad sweet tooth Flighty like birds I kind of think that we were bad for each other Don't you think we were bad for each other Cause I don't know if I can let you in again You hurt me bad and I had to do all the healing Listen I 'd be lying if I said I didn't still care for you But I don't if I can let you in again No I don't think I can let you in again I wish I wasn't so black and white But I can't control my heart or mind I always had a loose set of boundaries And I slip back in way too easily So I think this time We forgive and forget