This one is for Mary, I left her long ago And lived to tell the story of what I have to show For all the times I've ruined my life When midnight feels like morning And fire lights my way For such an avid talker, I don't have much to say It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life This one kills my headlamps and hides me in the woods Try to say "I'm sorry, I'd wake up if I could" It's all the times I've ruined my life And this one has me lying beneath a lightbulb moon Asking God permission to talk to Shannon Hoon It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life Some seal dissolves from our eyelids before The fall of somewhere the fog, just pull over now Cause this one sinks before you And tells you to forget Your always empty pockets And monumental debt It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life