I've done it again Lost my peace of mind ♪ Why do I pretend? That I'm feeling fine It's all just a compromise 'Cause I can't sleep at night and I don't wanna Shut my eyes 'cause I'm Scared of what I might See ♪ And angels weep tonight I Hear their cries can I turn Off my mind and Focus on reality ♪ I've done it again The harshest winters fill my mind Making peace so hard to find ♪ And I can't pretend 'Cause I'm so sick of all these lies Just wanna leave it all behind 'Cause I can't sleep And I think about my life As I lay awake at night And I can't see 'Cause I'm blinded by the lie Of pretending I feel fine And I can't sleep With all this emptiness inside How can I feel so fucking heavy? Please tell me ♪ Won't do that again Lose my peace of mind I don't think that I'll find it Anywhere