You take your share and I get none This shitty hand ain't got no cards Why would god make me so dumb Why can't beer make me feel numb I could feign or I could fall Turn you down and cut you off Could make you mine or I could not Men are pigs but that's not my fault Haven't had a drink in days Need one now since I seen your face I promise you I did all that I could Might as well give up for good Is this what trying looks like Is this what crying looks like Is this what lying sounds like Is this what dying feels like Come on baby you're no fun I let my blood but thats not enough I fell in that hole and I fell in love Doesn't matter because she's no fun Been in hell for several weeks I'm too far gone just wait you'll see The whole damn town wants to crucify me No damn bicycle fit for three I'm a modern man for all you know I Don't wake up for love alone If you want me now you'll have to give me more God knows I'm good but I'm not so sure Your well meant words perpetuate my fears "Lack of moral strength" is all that I hear I'd love to make it all so clear Row away on your lake of tears Haven't had a drink in days Need one now since I seen your face I promise you I did all that I could Might as well give up for good Is this what trying looks like Is this what crying looks like Is this what lying sounds like Is this what dying feels like