Goddamn! it's been a long time Beating the hell out of my strings Channeling my emotions, internal explosions Searching for a way outta here Let me, please, maybe, forsake me Way down in this situation Goddamn! Im told so often How an adult should behave Let me tell you something You can keep your morphine I just need to pay the rent Let me, please, maybe, forsake me Way down in this situation I need to live, I need relief . . . So, is this the way that my life now is meant to be? Sorry but I decline, this is not made for me I know that sadness comes when you forget your believes I'd rather be happy while I still have Cosmic Relief I'm told so often how an adult should behave I keep on trying harder every night and day But I guess that working my ass off won't make it right 'Till the end of the night, in the endless time, so Let me, please, maybe, forsake me Way down in this situation