Cause I've been having second thoughts in my taxi cab
I wanted to go out but I feel so bad
I don't want you to see me when I look like this
I just want to go home now
Neck is tensing up, my nails pierce my skin
Suddenly my jeans they seem a size too thin
Hairs pulled, teeth clenched, oh so painful
I'm tearing myself apart
And I don't feel brave I never should have gone out
The things I want to say won't even leave my mouth
And all I want to do is just run back inside and hide
Life's way better like that
You know I really need a hug
But I'm scared you don't want to touch me
When you see me
And the stain on my t-shirt
So Mr Taxi Man
I hope you don't get mad
When I ask you to turn this cab around
There's been a change of plans
Anxiety's so bad
Can you please just turn this cab around
Tomorrow we lament another wasted night
Tell them I was tired, watch the friendships die
Living like a hermit it's all I can cope with
But this loneliness might kill me
Isolation is a feed back loop
The more you cower
That much more daunting contact gets
So help me run
I want to never be seen again
In chains inside my home
The only place my nerves will rest
So Mr Taxi Man
I hope you don't get mad
When I ask you to turn this cab around
There's been a change of plans
Anxiety's so bad
Can you please just turn this cab around