I've been thinking bout the first time
I was just a kid with doe eyes and
I don't think I realized
There was anyone else like me
I remember in the 1st grade
We thought that
Everyone would graduate
That I could untwist this fate
That God had planned for me
It's such a nuisance!
I just lose it like that
I don't want to live like this
I wear them light bruises
Every bad love I had
I can't let go of it
So you ho-hold me,
Ho-hold me
I am ride or die but
I'm ready to crash
I make the most but
I know it would last
My mind is at war but
It always comes back
When you hold me
I've been blinded by headlights
Wanna move, wanna move
But I'm paralyzed
Heaven help us I'm helpless
I'm just tryna keep my head up high
I remember in the 10th grade
We used to hit snooze and lie
And we weren't even trying
These days the sirens they
Cut through the silence
Can we turn down the violence?
It's such a nuisance!
I just lose it like that
I don't want to live like this
I wear them light bruises
Every bad love I had
I can't let go of it
So you ho-hold me,
Ho-hold me
I am ride or die but
I'm ready to crash
I make the most but
I know it would last
My mind is at war but
It always comes back
When you hold me
It's such a nuisance!
I just lose it like that
I don't want to live like this
I wear them light bruises
Every bad love I had
I can't let go of it
So you ho-hold me,
Ho-hold me
I am ride or die but
I'm ready to crash
I make the most but
I know it would last
My mind is at war but
It always comes back
When you hold me
I've been blinded by headlights
Wanna move, wanna move
But I'm paralyzed
These days the sirens they
Cut through the silence
Can we turn down the violence?