Grief has consumed my heart In days when I thought I wouldn't last Not without you at least My nights are filled with painful memories The paintings you gave me Hanging on my wall which has now turned into lacerations on my body But you don't care I know you don't Fully focused on forgetting me When you were here I already felt forgotten Now I lie in bed Not wanting to move Not wanting to breathe Life has become something of misery Hope has vanished within my heart I don't feel a reason to see the sunrise again Not now Not without you What's the point in even existing If I can't exist with you?