Started off with death Don't know what the colors mean Watch my friend's band play Go grab food then drive home And make my first mistake of the year Watch me fall in your doorway You were confused, so was I, we didn't know what to think I wrote a song for you, seems you had too much to drink We used to be real close till we weren't But we're still friends And you really grinned when I said that song was about you Well, February, it was like the February of my soul My best friend died, I cried a lot And these two worlds were colliding But you didn't understand, how could you? You wanted me to carry on like nothing ever happened I fell in love, or is it love, when it doesn't come from me? I was confused again, my brain lied on the concrete The tragedy brought me and you together After a year of quiet friendship and just holding hands Colder with shots pulled back and drawn American family destroyed ponds The sky at dark [?] lavender With flames engulfing the calendar, and I still miss her Cerebrum, what for? That's what I wanted to see Now the desert is [?] With the struggles of time The door hit me on the way out the bar There's a sense of urgency and some used up cigars I check my phone and there's red rushing down [?] bodies over minds, now my back has broke the ground, and I guess it'll work out Someday Long dirt road Hand of God And I haven't felt this way in so many years I can't feel a thing now Kill the wind with my bare hands French beauty queen Of 20 years Wears a face That was never hers I hover over, and I am scared I don't miss her, but I hope she's well French beauty queen Of 20 years Wears a face That was never hers I hover over, and I am scared I don't miss her, but I hope she's well Well, can we stop this machine The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything We'll stop this machine All that came out was gasoline teardrops Can we stop this machine The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything We'll stop this machine All that came out was gasoline teardrops Well, can we stop this machine (Well, can we stop this machine) The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything (The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything) We'll stop this machine (We'll stop this machine) All that came out was gasoline teardrops (All that came out was gasoline teardrops) Can we stop this machine (Can we stop this machine) The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything (The feelings hover over, don't make me say anything) We'll stop this machine (We'll stop this machine) All that came out was gasoline teardrops (All that came out was gasoline teardrops)