I've been seeing you in my dreams You've been coming around a lot it seems And I've been missing you in my bones It's been a bad year to be alone Try not to give you too much time You've already taken enough of mine I always knew that I'd see you again Too invested to accept the end 'Cause I've been living in a daze Can't remember the last time I felt awake You're the only thing I know for sure You're the only thing I can't endure Ooh ooh When I see your face in my mind at night It's a distorted reflection in the moonlight And when I hold your hand in my fantasies It's sweeter than it could ever be Now I hear that you're back in town Living in the city, you're a grown up now I used to dream about what I'd say If I ever saw you again someday In every version I was ruthless and bold Asking you why you treated me so cold Ooh ooh But here we are, and I miss you like hell And all I can say is "I hope you've been well" Whatever happened to holding my ground? My virtue disappears when you come around I wanna be righteous, I wanna be mad But I think I'm a little too lonely for that Ooh ooh When I see your face after all these years Will my lovelessness yield to newer fears? Will you want me now, will you treat me right? Will you love me yet, will you stay and fight?