Turn my inside out In my disturbed mind throughout I will see what grows in me A monster that's what I want to be I'm standing on the edge of life My first victim is my own wife Nothing will remind me of the past All that I hate, killing to the last Killing to the last Nothing reminds me of the past Killing to the last Nothing reminds me... Depressed and destroyed mind For all I hate in a different kind All they've earned, a personal death That's the order until my last breath I'm standing on the edge of life My first victim is my own wife Nothing will remind me of the past All that I hate, killing to the last Killing to the last Nothing reminds me of the past Killing to the last Nothing reminds me of the past