Won't ever let you make me weak again Don't think we could ever forgive or forget Wasted drinking your days away Pop another pill to make you feel okay Snort another line so you can't feel your face You've locked yourself in a state o dependency I fucking hate what you made of me Seeking value and validation from my fucking enemies I don't know how I allowed myself to be this fucking weak Too weak to stand on my own two feet You say you love me you're only in love with your own apathy You disgust me that devilish grin you're full of nothing but Deluded dreams, false hopes, destroyed confidence I'm fucking over it I'm so over it I cut off the infections but the wounds still fester and burn Fuck you, fuck everything you love and everything you believe in Drop dead I still feel your fucking poison it consoles and it consumes I've been wandering in the stale fumes of what I wanted to be and the wreck that you made of me