Where do I go When I'm not with you? Where does time go? Yeah Everything is not what it should be Thought it would be fine, but I'm not yet I cannot explain what I can't see Shadow in my heart that's a mystery Here I stand alone, but it's not me Tethered to my heart from the onset This is all a consequence of being mine Mirror thirty-nine, you are nine-three When I'm not here, where do I go When I'm not with you? Where does time go? (Where does time go?) (Where does time go?) I'm guarded, I'm unknown Did I wait too long? Or is time slow Do I know you? What do I know? So the madness starts to manifest now Here and now, I'm holding what eluded me Hearing from the past, but it's not yet Path of the Gnostics, Babylon, you and me Simulated mind now inside of me Something in the way I see myself is confusing me Waiting here in pain, come deliver me Time away from you (Misery) Everything is not what it should be Thought it would be fine, but I'm not yet I cannot explain what I can't see Shadow in my heart that's a mystery Here I stand alone, but it's not me Tethered to my heart from the onset This is all a consequence of being mine Try to find Gematria at thirty-nine Mirror thirty-nine, you are nine-three