Swim in circles
Drowning under my own weight
It's getting hard to breathe
I'm shivering as we
Stare at the ceiling
The paint is slowly wearing off
The ringing in my ears
Won't stop until I'm dead
The chilling wind bites at the cuts on my skin
And my eyes are burning as I clench to the wheel
The fading memory of feeling your hands on my neck
Makes everything hurt more when i
Cry over losing the things that made me want to die
I've never felt less real
The choking feeling as I inhale the smoke
Is the thing keeping me alive
Shut up
I've dug my grave
Shut up
I'll die with grace
Giving up on my future, I'm losing the
Motivation to keep going on
As I sit on the edge of bed
Digging deeper into my arm
Giving up on my future, I'm losing the
Motivation to keep going on
As I sit on the edge of bed
Digging deeper into my arm