Fast friends but now it's unnerving
Thought our talks were only friendly
Until you started acting like you wanted more from me
Did you forget that I had promised myself to another?
You tore apart my comfort in this place that I call home
I was almost too scared to write this down
Or even say anything out loud
But the line was crossed
And I know it's not my fault that you fucked this up
It's clear I can't have normal things
I want to believe what you say
Because people went to bat for you
But now they're not sure they ever knew you
We used to talk every day
The moment you got found out
You chose to go away
What am I worth anyway?
I was almost too scared to write this down
Or even say anything out loud
But the line was crossed
And I know it's not my fault that you fucked this up
Maybe I should have just lied to everyone
(Maybe I was wrong)
And at some point you would have given up
(Go write it in a song)
Maybe you'll get a song out of it too
(Maybe I will too)
Singing about your blues and what they make you do
It's not fair that you'll get something from it
When all that I wanted was just your friendship
It's not fair that you'll get something from it
When all that I wanted was just your friendship
I want you all to stop being shortsighted
I want to once again feel lighthearted
All that I want is to just forget this
Move on to forgiveness