I hear my heartbeat and embrace the disarray Eyes on the drywall as it exceeds what I can take Disillusion, have I failed myself again? And the cycle never ends And I wither and decay Can you see the burning out? Can you hear the absent sounds? 'Cause it's all over now Help me focus So many ways to uncover (I can feel my control is withdrawing, in better times when I find this appalling) Watch me reclaim and recover I'll Languish in disharmony that I composed myself One more step feels way too far for me and I can tell Can't take the easy out Were it the other way around I know that I'd anchor you to me Embracing phantom memories So many ways to uncover (I can feel my control is withdrawing in better times when I find this appalling) Watch me reclaim and recover