Still remember all the things I've done
All the other girls and the toxic stuff
And to this day, it still hurts me so much
That I'll never find a way to make it up
And I know
That it's complicated
You don't need to love me
But just understand me
Hear me out, babe
Let me cry out my heart
I'm not that kid that you thought I was
It was the alcohol and drugs
That you never knew about
And that I was really young but not me
It was the alcohol and drugs
That you never knew about
And that I was really young but not me
Oh, baby, if I was you
I would have left me too
Oh, baby, if I was you
I would still hate me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too
Now I get it
I hurt you like crazy
Even after all these years
You still hate me, baby
Was such a monster
I fucked it up
And now I'd rather die than just giving up
And I know
That it's complicated
You don't need to love me
But just understand me
Hear me out, babe
Let me cry out my heart
I'm not that kid that you thought I was
It was the alcohol and drugs
That you never knew about
And that I was really young but not me
It was the alcohol and drugs
That you never knew about
And that I was really young but not me
Oh, baby, if I was you
I would have left me too
Oh, baby, if I was you
I would still hate me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too