Finally saw the time Nervous cause I need the sleep Happens every time I let myself fall in too deep Hope it's just tonight And I don't do the same thing tomorrow I don't want to cry But honestly it's been a week What if he had died And I had never said something Not even goodbye The thought of that's just too much to handle I'm overthinking Staring at the ceiling Lying awake in bed And trying to escape my head Got myself to blame Never turn it off just keep Reworking the same Situations endlessly Trying to rеfrain from vanity It all just feels hollow Wish I was on a plane On my way to see something I couldn't explain And that was just okay with mе Set aside the weight Of contemplating all that could follow I'm overthinking Staring at the ceiling Lying awake in bed And trying to escape my head I can't stop feeling Like I'm always sinking The only way I'll stay afloat Is if I let myself let go If I let myself let go I'm overthinking If I let myself let go I'm overthinking