I'm immobilized I can't move my hands Look me in my eyes You slip through like sand If you're really there Tell me what's the plan Cause I might understand Looking at the sky Two feet off the dirt Times I wonder why But I still make it work I can't put you first I know that hurts When love turns to static Who's cleaning the attic The boxes of bones I can't do it alone Alone This season's been heavy No I've lost too many I'm left with my soul The only one that I know Oh I'm immobilized I can't move my hands Look me in my eyes You slip through like sand If you're really there Tell me what's the plan Cause I might understand Looking at the sky Two feet off the dirt Times I wonder why But I still make it work I can't put you first I know that hurts I know that hurts When love turns to static Who's cleaning the attic I thought I was leaving When I saw you bleeding But I came back to patch it I'm sifting through the ashes Meanwhile you're still lighting matches Can't change the past But I'll change my actions Might need a doctor Might need a clinic I think I'm a monster Moving in stealth I'm bad for your health I'm going to hell I still wish you well I'm wishing you well I'm not doing well If you couldn't tell I'm shaving my head and I'm making a mess Caving again and again and again I'm losing friend after friend after friend Wonder what happens to us in the end Imagine a life with no time left to spend With the people you love Cause you gave it all up But I promise I never forgot about us