This is my desperate call for help I am so fucking sick and tired of Not living for myself I forget who I am I forget who I am Sink the ship All of it And light a match In spite of it I was never worth it I was never worth it I've lived this lie A thousand times Suicide now in the back of my mind Fuck all this I'm fucking useless Burned every bridge in the way To becoming a better me Burned every bridge I promised change I let you down I guess I'll never come around These hollow words Encompass truth I guess I never followed through Fuck all this I'm fucking useless Burned every bridge in the way To becoming a better me Burned every bridge This is my desperate call for help I am so fucking sick and tired of Not living for myself I forget who I am I forget who I am