I'm tryna to give Myself a better start One I never got When my life got torn apart I can't believe You don't see my point of view Guess I gotta leave That stuff up to you And it's not your fault Just the way the cookie crumbled 2016 my thoughts were so clean But it's Christmas Eve, you're wasted on the scene Back to present day, how it's all gone away Flushed down the drain, smoking my days away And it's not my fault Just the way the cookie crumbled People have said to me my songs are pretty vague Critics have critiqued me saying the same thing Well I wanted to die then went to rehab I cut off my mom and quit my band Down a bottle of pills to show how them I felt Thinking I'll teach them by giving them the lesson To love those around you before it's too late But the love's gotta come from myself before I can receive it from anybody else So how was that for Pretty fucking vague? I spelled it out just for you hope it's good enough