And I can't wait, til I forget
Cause every empty lapse in thought I fill with this
And I can't wait, til I can breathe
Knowing that I have nothing else left to think
I dream about it on most nights
Cause when I dream it's over fear
I don't know how to keep existing when I know you're out there
I can't live through this again
But I can't stop going through the thoughts, inside my head
At night I lock myself inside
And hope to god this feeling dies You act like nothing happens so then why
Everyday I think of digging my grave
And dying on their driveway
I'll take all my meds
Swallow every can and
Wait by their steps
I can't live through this again
But I can't stop going through the thoughts, inside my head
At night I lock myself inside
And hope to god this feeling dies You act like nothing happens so then why