And I can't wait, til I forget Cause every empty lapse in thought I fill with this And I can't wait, til I can breathe Knowing that I have nothing else left to think I dream about it on most nights Cause when I dream it's over fear I don't know how to keep existing when I know you're out there I can't live through this again But I can't stop going through the thoughts, inside my head At night I lock myself inside And hope to god this feeling dies You act like nothing happens so then why Everyday I think of digging my grave And dying on their driveway I'll take all my meds Swallow every can and Wait by their steps I can't live through this again But I can't stop going through the thoughts, inside my head At night I lock myself inside And hope to god this feeling dies You act like nothing happens so then why