Light shines through my window at 6 AM Begins again No dream in my heart Let me sleep in until when I can rise up feeling my life anew I've got a thought right now if you don't mind me mentioning to you Since springtime i told myself This summer this is the big one It's fall and I feel I've let it all slip I took a little walk to find a tree in the park And when I found a spot I went to take apart Every cloudy thought to dig in deep into my heart To take these words and call them art I found it there right on a bench in the shade I thought about before and all the things that we made To all the promises and all the words that i never forgave Light shines through my window I'm wide awake I feel it's all a big mistake spending all of my time dreaming I'll tell you i've failed you No you'll tell me that i'm conceited I tell you I miss the time before i felt so defeated You told me my greatest strength is to be self evaluated That no one can see the world like I want to see I took a look inside with every feeling laid I thought about before and all the things that we made To all the promises and all the words that I never forgave I know I need to change I took a walk to find a tree in the park And when I found a spot I went to take apart Every cloudy thought to dig in deep into my aching heart