You watched me fall apart
Not knowing you were the reason
The sweet embrace of home has withered away
Have I lost my faith and lost my mind
I've been put down all my life
And I've lost all hope
I will come upon your name and keep my love upon your soul
I will surely rest in your embrace
I think I've lost myself
Somewhere I can't remember
Will I ever see the light
At the end of the tunnel
I looked back on the days we used to share
Trying to relight the fire
Leaving my wounds bare
I've doubted myself
And my ability to walk this life once again
I will come upon your name and keep my love upon your soul
I will surely rest in your embrace
I think I've lost myself
Somewhere I can't remember
Will I ever see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Another struggle to bear on my own
Another struggle to bear all alone
I've made so many mistakes in life
My biggest one is letting go of the people and things I love
Because of this I've turned into a horrible person
Everything went downfall years ago but I still hold on to the memories like gold
They make up who I am as a person and I miss the person I used to be
I want to reach out to them but I've been taught not to
So now this is just an endless loop of loss and anger
For the first time
There's nothing I can do
But for the last time
I want to get this through
Replacing myself in your own air of despondency
The only love I've ever known
Maybe the time will come for me to finally forgive myself
The only love I've ever known