I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me attitude
Triple X bottle of pills on top my dresser giving me altitude
Look at how far we came, it's crazy you are not showing me gratitude
Maybe if I stopped caring, I'd be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby, I know we never think about it till it catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I'm waking up
Honestly, these drugs won't stop the pain I feel from adding up
Uhh, I could do it myself, bitch, leave me alone
I'm gonna dig myself out since I got here on my own
It feel just like moving out because this substance was my home
It was so bad, she'd call on me and I just couldn't hold up my phone
If I'm an asshole then you must be a dickhead too
She like "Baby, I'm sorry, I think I just had misread you"
Okay, cool, I guess, I do not care to hear it
I cannot fix my image if you keep on coming in trying smear it back worse
I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me attitude
Triple X bottle of pills on top my dresser giving me altitude
Look at how far we came, it's crazy you are not showing me gratitude
Maybe if I stopped caring, I'd be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby, I know we never think about it till it catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I'm waking up
Honestly, these drugs won't stop the pain I feel from adding up
I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me attitude
Spark light paintings on this summer night pavement
And I am so impatient but for you I don't mind waiting
Could you- could you say you love me again?
As I sit here aging, I could tell by your face it's hard to
I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me attitude
Triple X bottle of pills on top my dresser giving me altitude
Look at how far we came, it's crazy you are not showing me gratitude
Maybe if I stopped caring, I'd be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking, that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby, I know we never think about it till it catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I'm waking up
Honestly, these drugs won't stop the pain I feel from adding up (Oh, oh, from addin' up)
What's going on, Steve?
I'm gonna tell you but you're gonna freak out