Lately I've been Counting down the time since I've gone blind, my eyelids shut I know you couldn't give a fuck Your hazy silence Won't break my spine, I'm trying I said I'm fine I'm lying I feel it in my sinus Yeah, I just wanna be alone sometime But I'll waste my life just to make it right Instead you wanna stay the night Because you're so uptight About the way you shake your spine Way too fucked up, don't wanna feel alright I hate your guts, just wanna waste your time Say this too much, you could say you're fine I'm too fucked up, but I see through your lies Salem's over I can think about it clearly now But I'd be different if I ever seemed to leave the house All this time has taught me everything is different now I'm growing older I should probably start to figure out I should prolly put my feelings in a different direction You made your fucking mind up and you made a selection I guess I really thought we had a fucking connection But you just said I'm wrong and now you're out of my mentions I just wrote a song and then I saw our reflection All my friends have told me that I'm steady progressing But I dropped out of college because of all my depression and Not to mention, I've been Way too fucked up, don't wanna talk about it I hate your guts, you hit me up, you said you're done But I really fucking doubt it I know that you're different But my memories have clouded Yeah, I just wanna be alone sometime But I'll waste my life just to make it right Instead you wanna stay the night Because you're so uptight About the way you shake your spine Way too fucked up, don't wanna feel alright I hate your guts, just wanna waste your time Say this too much, you could say you're fine I'm too fucked up, but I see through your lies