I think I smoke too much My heart resides in my stomach I'm leaving all of my grudges in the summer 'Cause I could never tell If it was all my fault and fucking everywhere I get reminded of us, it's like Every time I go outside I tend to panic Made a picture out of all my lies, a panoramic I Know this heat is gonna be the death of me I'm taking medicine I shouldn't take to sleep Cause I've been letting go of letting go of caution These fucking stepping stones are making me exhausted It's way too late for that, waited till 8 for that I can't escape from that, you've got me going mad I got five seconds time to live and relearn You know it's not enough, you're making my stomach turn And I don't care about if you were there or not You're so unfair because I'm telling you I forgot I got five seconds time to live and relearn You know it's not enough, you're kicking me to the curb I don't think this is what I deserve Keep on digging me out just throw me back in the dirt I'm watching my mouth, I should see where I'm going first Don't think you're seeing me through this time You're not as scary as you think I'm getting used to feeling like nothing Now I'm falling apart Feels like a punch into my stomach Or a stick inside my heart I got five seconds time to live and relearn You know it's not enough, you're making my stomach turn And I don't care about if you were there or not You're so unfair because I'm telling you I forgot I got five seconds time to live and relearn You know it's not enough, you're kicking me to the curb