Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere People telling me how great their life is I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things Maybe this is a midlife crisis? So yeah I'm getting older I'm going blind and lost my hair It's now growing out my shoulders Using body wash for your head And shampoo for your body Sometimes I feel I'd be better off... Dead inside That's me every morning Four hours sleep a night Can kinda get exhausting The lesson i learned Is that you don't have kids I wish someone would have told me that Before they did Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere People telling me how great their life is I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things Maybe this is a midlife crisis? My back is aching I have a number of Pain relief medications I'm now taking And inside my head Dark thoughts haunt me And taunt me Whilst I'm dreaming of a different life On a remote beach Instead I'm here on this cold forsaken island Surrounded by fools Especially in the current climate Which is another thing That gives me great anxiety Is drowning in the rising tide Or forever being in austerity Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere People telling me how great their life is I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things Maybe this is a midlife crisis? I picked up this guitar And learnt to play some real sick tunes Picked up my microphone And made my ears bleed for you And now I've fucking done it Go back to fucking bed And think of all the missed opportunities Made up inside my head Go back to my dormant state of existence Wiping bums, in search for persistence Looking for a reason To feel alive again Hopefully the next one Will be a bit more consistent Some might call this a midlife crisis I call it resistance