Violence, drugs and amped up trauma
Used to be the setting of my life
Before you was a constant time of aching
You took my hand and pulled away the knife
Absorbing every inch of our perfection
Meshing your breath with mine
I'm sharing every piece of past rejection
You curl up, caress my mind
I'm losing every sense of distant failures
Of every wasted second of my life
Never thought I'd find this kind of shelter
Never leave my troubled heart behind
I see those words fall through your eyes
I see your lips all paralyzed
Silent tears: "you're not worth keeping,
Your pitch black heart wants endless weeping"
I see our world fade through your eyes
I see my mind all paralyzed
Violent tears: "you're too fucked up,
The life we shared got too corrupt"
Violence, drugs and amped up trauma
Once again the setting of my night
Absorbing every kind of constant failures
You took away my every spark to fight
Mesmerized by claws that rip my heart out
That blow up every second of my life
Hating ever finding warmth and shelter
My troubled mind overflown with lies
Forgetting every piece of our perfection
Embracing fucked decline refined
Pushing back the fact I even met you
Discarding every thought of piece of mind
I see those words fall through your eyes
I see your lips all paralyzed
Whispering: "you're too deceiving,
Your pitch black heart wants endless grieving"
I see our world fade through your eyes
I see my mind all paralyzed
Whimpering: "your soul is cursed,
You desperately want it to burst"
I lift myself into the sky
There's nothing left for me to try
It hits me at my final call
Survival was my very fall